Friday, October 30, 2009

Cinta...

"Kadangkala perkara tercantik dan terbaik di dunia tidak boleh dilihat, dipegang. Namun begitu ia boleh dirasai dalam hati..."


Sekadar renungan...


Berapa banyak kita melupakan nikmat Allah, hanya semata-mata kerana nikmat itu tidak

"dibungkus", didatangkan atau diberi dalam keadaan yg kita hajati......
 
Hakikatnya: Berapa ramai di antara kita mendapat kalungan anugerah atau menerima kurnia berharga namun kita lebih banyak mempersoalkan apa untungnya memiliki anugerah dan mengagungkan kurnia itu jika tidak ditimbal balas kembali dengan apa yang kita hajati...
 
Akhirnya kita kecundang di persada nafsu yang mematahkan kekuatan dalam diri kita hanya kerana kita gagal merasa dan menikmati apa yang ada!
 
Kita adalah insan yang sentiasa menerima tetapi kita seringkali alpa dan gagal menjaga penerimaan sehinggakan yang sentiasa memberi tidak lagi sudi berkongsi dan tatkala itu kita mula mempersoalkan kehebatan diri kita kerana kita mampu menerima hanya yang hebat-hebat...kita gah bersuara hanya kerana apa yang telah kita miliki tetapi yang sebenarnya kita gagal menyelami isi hati kita sendiri dan mempersoalkan kewajaran mengapa kita menerima pemberian yang sedemikian...
 
Hargailah sepenuh hati apa yang kita terima...dan berikan yang terbaik walaupun itu bukan yang terbaik di mata yang menerima!
 
 

For Undergrads...

Dear All,
We are pleased to announce the 2010 Global Undergraduate Exchange Program http://www.macee.org.my/05_14_content.htmlThe Global UGRAD program provides scholarships for one semester or one academic year of U.S. study in a non-degree program. This program is funded by U.S. Department of State. The goal of this program is to provide a diverse group of emerging student leaders, from non-elite and under-represented groups with a substantive exchange experience at a U.S. College or University.

Kindly dissiminate this infomation to potential candidates. Application deadline is November 30, 2009. Please feel free to contact me should you have any inquiry.



regards,

Kalis



Kalis

Kaliswary M. Subramaniam

Fulbright Program Officer for Malaysian Programs/

Testing Admin.Asst.

Malaysian-American Commission On Educational Exchange

18th Floor Menara Yayasan Tun Razak

200, Jalan Bukit Bintang 50200 Kuala Lumpur

Tel : 603-2166 8878 ext 24

Fax : 603-2166 1878

kalis@macee.org.my


 
:: open to all undergrads from all walk of life within 24 year of living only!!! Rugi tak pegi sebab aku dah melalui pengalaman itu...hebat dan memantapkan ketabahan diri sebagai guru dan pasti menyedarkan diri ini bahawa banyak lagi perkara lain selain diri kita sendiri!!



Washington DC, 2007 first IEP group from 14 countries (56 participants) with 7 from Malaysia...and proud to be the only Malay..!

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Stretching my back..just for awhile!

Leganya! Akhirnya hari ini, aku telah berjaya menyiapkan assignment terakhir. Tinggal nak print je! Esok pepagi boleh antar lah kut. Hari Sabtu nampak gaya kena bersilat dalam rumah..kemas-kemas apa yang patut! Hari Ahad  yabedabedu...dapat buat jungle tracking dgn anak-anak! Satu hari suntuk di Instun bersama-sama student SMKA! Boleh ke idak..well, budak2 tu kena la kuatkan semangat nak meredah belukar! Yang bagusnya aku dapat hero Melayu terakhir...heheheeh...

Tak sabar pulak nak bergelumang dengan pacat dan embun basah...! Tak ramai dah orang yang suka aktiviti outdoor..lebih ramai yang suka terperap di rumah atau setakat merayap di shopping complex..abis hebat pun outting ke panggng wayang!!!

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Pegawai kerap bertukar jejaskan pendidikan


SAYA ingin menyatakan pandangan mengenai pencapaian pendidikan di Daerah Batang Padang tercorot berbanding daerah lain di Perak. Sejak 2004 pegawai Pejabat Pelajaran Daerah sering bertukar, malah pernah tiga kali tiada pegawai.

Sejak 2004 tiada pegawai memegang jawatan lebih dua tahun dan paling singkat dua bulan itu Razali Ismail (16 Januari -16 Mac 2008).

Tidak hairanlah, pendidikan di daerah Batang Padang tidak berkembang. Kewujudan Pejabat Pelajaran Daerah bertujuan meningkat dan mengupayakan sekolah.

Jika pegawai sering bertukar bagaimanakah dia hendak merealisasikan dasar pendidikan dalam bidang kurikulum, kokurikulum, sahsiah, pengurusan dan kepemimpinan seperti yang tercatat dalam misi Pejabat Pelajaran Daerah.

Maka terjerit penolong pegawai Pejabat Pelajaran Daerah Batang Padang menjaga segala hal akademik. Kadangkala mereka menyalahkan guru besar yang kononnya tidak komited atau enggan berubah.

Jangan terus menuding jari kepada kepemimpinan sekolah jika pegawai Pejabat Pelajaran Daerah tidak pernah teguh dan mantap.

Amat penting pegawai di Pejabat Pelajaran Daerah Batang Padang juga mampu berkomunikasi sebaiknya dengan guru besar dan pengetua. Mereka harus menunjukkan keterampilan diri yang baik dan berilmu untuk dicontohi. Kepintaran emosi (EQ) juga perlu diberi perhatian.

Saya meminta Kementerian Pelajaran memantau keterampilan, ilmu dan etika pegawai di Pejabat Pelajaran Daerah dan ketuanya diberi peluang merancang dan membangunkan pendidikan dengan lebih mantap.



ADUKA

Batang Padang,

Perak.



pada hari Isnin aku menerima sms dari GB SKTM (Cikgu Kadir) supaya membaca komennya di Berita Harian...terlupa pula sehinggalah aku melawat blog PakNgah yang sentiasa peka dengan Perkembangan di Perak...Terima kasih walaupun pemantauan secara online je!!
 
Sememangnya isu pentadbiran dalam institusi pendidikan masih lagi tidak ada perubahan..banyak perkara yang berbolak balik bertindan balas sehinggakan ramai guru yang bosan beralih arah ke KPT atau Kementerian lain yang mampu memberi peluang yang lebih baik dalam perjalanan karier mereka.
 
Adakah ini disebabkan guru tidak mampu menjadi pemimpin dan pentadbir? atau kerana mereka tidak diberikan kepercayaan untuk mentadbir mengikut acuan mereka sendiri? atau mereka menjadi ibarat kisah si bapa dengan keldainya?
 
Mungkin kerana itu, aku memang fanatik sikit bab mengubah dunia, walaupun dunia ku sendiri! Jangan lama-lama dok dalam comfort zone..nanti lemau dan lunyai jadinya!!!
 
Projek aku, dengan rakan-rakan seperjuangan sudah membuahkan hasil apabila mendapat feedback yang sangat mantap dari pihak IREX. So sekarang bagaimana kami mampu mengerakkan pihak-pihak yang terlibat untuk menjayakan program kami yang pasti kecil tetapi bermakna buat pihak pentadbiran...sehingga banyak nama besar di sebut-sebut!
 
Berani kah kami untuk bertahan dengan segala macam cabaran yang mungkin melemahkan semangat untuk membangunkan Batang Padang dan Perak semestinya?

Semakan Keputusan PTK Ogos 2009

Di mana anda kini? Masih di takuk yang sama?

Meh kita semak sama-sama di sini:


 
Tahniah buat yang berjaya...yang belum puas...boleh mula mendaftar selepas 2 November (Tunggu le Guru Data gi meeting dulu..!)

Hadiah yang kuinginkan...



Hati-hati dengan hati...Jangan dibiarkan ia kosong!

Semoga perjalananku diberkati...

Selamat Ulang Tahun Kelahiran Untukku;

Monday, October 19, 2009

How are you?

ME???

Today I was in school after a long whole week off either sick or too busy doing things...and everybody keep on asking me "how are you?"...and .my sloppy answer was..."been busy!"

then most of them countered again, maybe looking at my eye bags and how haggard I am!

Alamak...I tell you the truth...it has been a very..very busy week and going to be till the school semester break! Adoi....back ache, stomach ache and  head ache...I really long for a loooooooooooong holiday just to sleep away the day..Hilang 10 hari kat Pangkor pun best gak...heheehehe, just to get a good tukang urut pun heaven...!

So today, I really stretch my day off just to get a few things done! The best part was submitting Atok's assigment. That was the one that really taking toll on me...Adui...sakit belakang woiii...sitting and shitting and pouring hours of sweats to learn SPSS! But tomorrow will be another long day too since I still have another SPSS assignment to be finished, which I hope to be done and away..heheheeh..

And from Wednesday till Friday, will another long half weekday! Pembentang Kajian Tindakan, State Level...sounds "gah" but nothing has been prepared! So malam ni, mata kelawar lagi la...hehehehe...to finished the powerpoint presentation..(konon nak buat canggih)!

Finished that, come along the co joint program with JPN Selangor...kena jadi presenter untuk reading skill application in class...two slots...adehhhh! Pun belum prepare gak! heheheehehehe...kantoi...kantoi...

Once done that, well maybe..still contemplating to attend or not the Seminar in IAB for another 4 days...

After that school holiday laaaa...

the best blessing in disguise was, I was MIA (missing in action) for PMR marking for this year...Lega gak sebab dah tak terkampoi dah..

Last thurday, had an EMIS meeting (first time lorr)...hmmm...all data has to be updated! So along the wee hours nanti, kena update all the data for teacher, but yang masalahnya tu bila some teachers memang tak kisah bila diminta data peribadi mereka...takpa...guna skill inter and intra personal...belajar!!

Heheheheeh...esok cari lagi maklumat pasal Lot tanah dan no geran sekolah...kata ust Zainol, jadi guru data kena belagak CSI sikit utk dapatkan maklumat...heheheehehe!

So...a "how are you" question might lead you to long list of things to be done..hoping to be finished, expecting to be assigned to lots and preparing one self to be prepared for what might come....

alamak....belum buat SKT lagi...huhuhuuuhuhu..!

Sunday, October 18, 2009

A loophole

it's been a while since i really pour my hearts out...

when was the last time we touch other people's heart...really touching them with real love and real tears?

some people may say that you have a tonne of ego...some may say that you have a tonne of shy moments..but the real truth is most of the time we are not sure whether what we want to give is what they want  to have..

some people may say just give...no matter how cheap or how small...it is the thought that counts but there is a little voice in our heart saying that well, i am not good at doing this...and this might not what they want..

some people may say...just do it!

me?  i have this crazy thought in my mind...(let's keep it just in my mind lahhh!)
not good...heheheeh!

Friday, October 16, 2009

Lelaki vs Perempuan

Bilangan perempuan dikatakan lebih ramai berbanding lelaki. Tidak hairan, kini lelaki mempunyai banyak pilihan jika mencari pasangan. Barangkali kerana itu lelaki selalu 'pasang' lebih daripada seorang teman wanita atau isteri.




Teori demand and supply menjelaskan segalanya.



Bagaimanapun, seperti lelaki, perempuan mempunyai 'taste' tersendiri. Masakan mereka memilih teman lelaki atau suami secara semberono.



"Dia kacak tetapi membosankan, " antara kenyataan mereka.



'Bosan', perkataan membawa maksud subjektif.



Mungkin perempuan boleh menjelaskan maksud perkataan itu mengikut pengertian mereka jika dihubungkaitkan dengan lelaki. Lelaki pula mungkin jarang menyedari sikap dan tingkah laku mereka membosankan perempuan. Maklumlah, keegoan majoriti lelaki dikatakan tinggi.



Tetapi perempuan juga tidak dapat lari dari hakikat sebenar. Mereka juga mungkin membosankan pada pandangan lelaki. Justeru, lelaki mempunyai takrifan perkataan sama jika dihubungkaitkan dengan perempuan.



Kongsikan di sini, siapa lebih membosankan? Mengapa?



:: dari mohd naim mohd zain

Monday, October 12, 2009

Mencari Lubuk...


Koleksi master copy bahan-bahan yang sukar ditemui di Malaya...tetapi terselit gak buku-buku yang aku nak...hehehehe! Rezeki...

Jangan sia-siakan masa...hehehehe. Hari ni aku ke merayap lagi dengan rakan seperjuangan yang sabar melayan karenah aku yang tengah gila baban sikit dua tiga hari ni!...mencari buku-buku yang memang sukar ditemui di pasaran. Akhirnya kaki aku merayau dari Jalan TAR ke UPM dan ke beberapa kedai photostat sehinggalah ke kedai yang "khas" untuk buku-buku yang sukar diperoleh dalam pasaran di seantero Malaya...Antara pengalaman menarik ialah bagaimana "rayapan" aku yang bermula sejak Jumaat lepas menemukan aku dengan seseorang yang cukup hebat...sehingga aku tertanya-tanya, kawan ke aku atau sekadar kenalan memandangkan beliau duduk di tingkat 11 di Kementerian Kewangan dalam opis yang 4 kali ganda bilik tidur aku...heheheeh! 

Maka hari ni bertimpuh dan bersimpuhlah aku bersama habuk berterbangan hanya untuk mendapatkan beberapa buah buku yang sememangnya berharga untuk sepanjang pengajian aku. Apatahlagi setelah penat aku merayap dari sebuah ke sebuah kedai buku sehingga ke UPM...

hehehehe....kalau tak terjah, main langgar dan pecahkan ruyung...mana nak dapat beb! Memang berbaloi-baloi...

Sunday, October 11, 2009


Makan-makan dengan Student 5K

Menu...mee udang! Riuh rendah gak rumah! Release tension lepas antar assignment Prof Omar.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

The Story of Micro and Mini

Micro was a real-time operator and dedicated multi-user. His broad-band protocol made it easy for him to interface with numerous input/output devices,

One evening he arrived home, just as the Sun was crashing and had parked his Motorola 6800 in the main drive (he missed the 5100 bus that morning ), when he noticed an elegant piece of hardware escorting her daisy wheels in his garden. He thought to himself, "She looks user-friendly," "I'll see if she'd like an update tonight."

Mini was her name, and she was delightfull, engineered with eyes like COBOL and a Prime mainframe architecture that set Micro's peripherals networking all over the place.

He browsed over to her casually, admiring the power of her twin 32 bit floating point processors and inquired "How are you Honey Well?." "Yes I am well," she responded, batting her optical fibres engagingly and smoothing her console over her curvilinear functions.

Micro settled for a straight line approximation. "I'm stand-alone tonight," he said, "How about computing a vector to my base address?" "I will cut out a byte to eat, and maybe we could get an offset later on."

Mini ran a priority process for 2.6 milliseconds then transmitted OK. "I've
been dumped myself recently, and a new page is just what I need to refresh my disks. I'll park my machine cycle in your background and meet you inside. She walked off, leaving Micro admiring her solenoids and thinking, "Wow, what a global variable, I wonder if she'd like my firmware?."

They sat down at the process table to a top of form feed of fiche and chips and a bucket of bawdots. Mini was in conversational mode and expanded on ambiguous arguments while Micro gave occasional acknowlegments, although, in reality, he was analyzing the shortest and least critical path to her entry point. He finally settled on the old "would you like to see my benchmark subroutine?" but Mini was again one step ahead.

Suddenly she was up and stripping off her parity bits to reveal the full
functionality of her operating software. "Let's get Basic, you RAM," she said.

Micro was loaded by this stage, but his hardware polling module had a processor of it's own and was in danger of overflowing its output buffer (a hang-up that Micro had consulted his analyst about). "Core," was all he could say, as she prepared to log him off.

Micro soon recovered, however, when he went down on the DEC and opened her
device files to reveal her data set ready. He accessed his fully packed root device and was about to start pushing her CPU stack, when she attempted an escape sequence ....

"No, No" she cried, "You are not shielded."

"Reset, Baby," he replied, "I've been debugged."

"But I haven't got my current loop enabled, and I can't support child processes," she protested.

"Don't run away," he said, "I will generate an interrupt."

"No that's too error prone, and I can't abort because of my design philosophy."

Micro was locked in by this stage though, and could not be turned off. But Mini soon stopped his thrashing by introducing a voltage spike into his main supply,whereupon he fell over with a head crash and went to sleep.
"Computers," She thought as she compiled herself, "All they ever think of is HEX."

huh!!... Got it?!! heheheheheh

STREEEESSSSSSSSSSSSnye!

One Moment listen please...




The Moment you are in Tension

You will lose your Attention

Then you are in total Confusion

And you will feel Irritation

Then you will spoil personal Relation

Ultimately, you won't get Co - Operation

Then you will make things Complication

Then your blood pressure may raise Caution

And you may have to take Medication

Instead, understand the Situation

And try to think about the Solution

Many problems will be solved by Discussion

This will work out better in your Profession

Don't think it's my free Suggestion

It's only for your Prevention

If you understand my Intention

You will never come again to Tension


- Bill Gates